08 November 2006

First Day


Since July 1, 381 Palestinians have died versus five Israelis.
Today is the first day of mourning for Beit Hanoun.
My blog is going into mourning also, I can't believe that things are going on in the Arab world-to my people-and I am just sitting down doing nothing!!!!!!
Am disgusted with myself, the people around me and our governments!

At a meeting today...

I had to take the minutes of my first meeting today-never done that before-anyway not the point...it was a meeting between a Jordanian and Turkish delegation, to discuss something...again not the point-promise it's coming up! I looked around at the Jordanian side, to find only me sitting between a group of elderly men...then I glanced at the Turkish side and found 4 women, the question started to form in my mind, why is it that this country has four women on their delegation, all with presentations and proposals to make, yet on the Jordanian side I was the only one, and I was there pretty much to take notes-still too new to be of much help!
I then came online and found an article in the Guardian, No room at the top - fewer women reaching boards of Britain's top firms, where it is discussing how the number of women as head of boards has come down since last year, "The number of directorships held by women fell in 2006 after rising steadily in previous years. Now 23 companies in the blue chip index - one more than last year - have entirely male boards." It goes on to discuss the implication for this situation on women and also on how companies are going to grow, they also said that the UK has refrained from making a quota for women on boards.
I have never been able to decide on where I stand when it comes to quotes, be it in parliaments or in this case board rooms, sometimes I am for them, for we need to force society to start seeing women in these roles, and then we can take the quota away. Yet in the case of Jordan it proves that just because you have women in parliament does not mean that they will be voting or acting for the benefit of the women of their society, we saw how they voted in the last parliament against laws that would have made the legal and social life of Jordanian women a lot better.
I think the main thing, is that it is not so much about quotas only it is also about educated the women and men who will fill them-for in some cases their are quotes that include men (racial and religious minorities.) These people that we vote for, or who are assigned to represent us, should be shown and explained to that when they are in such a position it is not only to fill a seat, or show that the country is equal, but it is to actually work so that at some point we no longer need quotes we just vote for people because they are good.
Looking through the Guardian, I found a opinion talking about Palestine and what is happening now, and it had a really amazing quote, that showed how effective women are when they decide to do something about their lives. In A brutal taste of the future, Sami Abdel-Shafi, stated that, "On Friday morning, scores of women marched through Beit Hanoun in a spontaneous rush to aid friends and loved ones after hearing their pleas. Unarmed, they were shot at by Israeli soldiers from their tanks; two women were left dead and others severely injured. These women were said to have been heading to a mosque to free armed men who took refuge there. Television footage and interviews with witnesses show these women posed no military threat, but they were treated as such by the Israeli army without warning." Again Palestinians and more importantly Palestinian woman show us the way to go...how we have to just go out there and break through all the boundaries, and obstacles put in front of us.
So again, I was disappointed in our delegation today, I really had expected there to be more women, we make up more then half this society, and it is about time that we start pushing through all the glass ceiling and whatnot and make a place for ourselves.

07 November 2006

A Working Woman


Now that I go to work everyday so early in the morning...and still not having a car fa am in cab, I have found a new way to entertain myself. Watching people on their way to work! You see the most interesting things, people really think that the car is an extension of their homes, no realising that we can all see what they are doing-to be fair I do that also-fa you see people flossing (I SWEAR HE WAS), the picking their nose for sure...bas also what I noticed is that no one is smiling. Today i actually saw someone with his face between his hands, like his world was coming apart while we waiting for the Rabia traffic lights. I think it has a lot to do with the fact that people are listening to the news on teh radio...wallah I hve no idea...bas it is my new form of entertainment...watching people being miserable on their way to work...lol...

06 November 2006

How things change...


Life in Amman has truely changed for me, I have gone from being a PhD student, who is unemployed to having handed in my PhD and am currently writing this on my office computer. This Eid was the best, it really is the beginning of the new year for me. I went to Beirut, to see my parents, and with the rest of Amman to celebrate. Friends came from here, and we celebrated in style. We went to all the hang out, got drunk and my friends opened a bottle of Champagne for me to celebrate having handed in and them no longer having to deal with me bitching and moaning about it!!!!!!
I got my Phd bound and I sent it to my friend in Edinburgh who officially sent me a text a week ago informing me that she has submitted it for me. I received a phone call from my new job at King Abdullah Design and Development Bureau (
KADDB)and got a job as Research Executive. I have also recieved an email from UNIFEM asking me to come in for a second interview. I was on quite bad terms with some friends of mine prior to Eid, and now we are all hunky-dory. wallah I have no idea why the first post that I write after such a long time is so short, or so uninteresting for all of you out there. We as a generation yesterday lived another big event in the history of not only this region but the world-the sentencing of Saddam-and yet all I can think about is that life is going well. Well that my life is going well-obviously life is not going to well for Saddam-how selfish we humans are, when things are going well for us the world is a oyster that we are just opening, and when it is going badly its an oyster that we opened to find a sand grain not a pearl.
Inshallah I will be sorting out the car situation soon, I shall become and independent woman, who only takes rides because she wants to mish inno she can't get around without calling cabs or asking favours of friends.

Wallah it is true that life can change in a blink of an eye.

28 September 2006

Obsession

I have always been the sort of person who goes from one obsession to another. I go through an Oreo obsession when all I want is to eat Oreos-break it half lick the white stuff and then eat the cookies, dunk em in milk-I go through a Kit Kat obsession where I just nibble away on the sides till I've eaten it all. I go through song obsessions where I listen to a playlist or ONE song till I have it engraved in my mind. I also go through people obsessions where all I do is think about a person. But I always move on at some point, just to find another obsession-as in another person to obsess about! So while wasting my time through my latest obsession-YouTube-I found the best Video to show exactly what it means to be obsessed! I love the sounds, and the woman in this animation. I hope you all get what I mean when you see it!



27 September 2006

Inspiring Story! Free Hugs Campaign

my forecast for today

You could easily be pulled back and forth between reality and your imagination, not always knowing which is which!

Last minute

I have been at it for FOUR YEARS...reading, writing, talking, researching...and only now when I have given myself the FINAL deadline am I actually getting work done. I have always been the sort who leaves things to the last minute-in pretty much all aspects of my life-but I had thought that my PhD would not be like that. I mean you have to write a minimum of 80,000 words you can't leave that to just a week before you submit. But against all odds and against all logic I have done that.
Well not exactly that...but the other day I finally put all the chapters-6 in total-in one document and found to my SHOCK AND HORROR that I was 30,000 words below limit. The thing is that I had been writing the chapters separately and had thought I was writing to much, fa I was selecting HUGE sections and DELETING-yeah I seem to have forgotten that Word has the option of cut and paste!!!!!!! Anyho I sat and looked at the word counter stating that I 50,000 words, and the inspiration hit-I clicked include footnotes and endnotes-and I was up to 60,000 words...the joy was so overwhelming I had to go and get myself a glass of water! I just need 20,000 words now! HOW does one write that in just a week?????? IFFFFTTTT!