Bored and ranting

Today I decided that I will not shop at Cosmo anymore. No real reason, just like that...mazaj...prefer Safeway, and I only go to the one in 7th Circle...don't go near the other one at the end of Gardens-nope just the one on 7th circle. When I first got to Amman I would always go to Cosmo, especially when I found they had ham which is something I really miss eating after being in the UK for 10 years. Bas lately, I have decided the safeway is the way to go...I like it's name-the Safe Way to shop, at least that is how I am interpreting it.
Why I am telling you this? Wallah no reason, just felt like it, am sitting at home, bored out of my mind. Went out for a drive in the rain-LOVE THAT-and got my ticket for my trip to Saudi-can't wait, went to Safeway-ha-saw that they had a leak and since we have a leak at home I felt a certain bond with the buckets all over the place.
Feel like I should be doing something, making something, oh got cake mix guess I could do that, bas then my mom will eat it and she is trying to not eat sweets, fa can't do that...hmmm...could drive her to the airport, bas again not really in the mood for that...khara I know since she is my mom and well carried me for 9 months...bas waevar...there is a book signing today...could do that...or cut my hair...do my nails...jump out the window...lol...joke...bored...annoyed...my creative writing teacher used to say that the best way to write something is just to start writing/typing whatever comes to your mind...so am doing that now...bas guess I have to censor some things...ya3ni...not good to let people know to much...then the element of mystery will be well gone! ha My friends hate that ha...I love it...so expressive, can be sarci or a genuine statement of joy...ha...ha...ha...and the (...) love it...can't write my PhD without going through it and making sure that I have not (...) anywhere in it...or written bas instead of but...why is writing written with one t and written with 2...I hate when people call and expect me to know who they are...al its me...who the fuck are you?